It's been a long time that I didn't update this. for nearly a year I didn't open it. Maybe just a little lazy to write. Well, that's me.
It's 2010 and it's nearing to an end. its already October. I'm currently studying in UiTM Alor Gajah Melaka. Learning Communication and media studies or rather known as MASSCOM.
Lately, many things happen to me. Things that are mostly an eye opening to me. It's like I just wake up from a really long sleep. Learning the true meaning of life is a really difficult thing for me.
There are many ups and downs here. Mostly you depend things on yourself.
I keep having emotional breakdowns now and then. I know it sounds suck, but that is the truth.
My love life. No more I guess. Finding a true love is a hard thing. It takes time for it. A relationship that was nearing it's 1 year anniversary. Gone just like that. I'm really confuse with myself at the moment. Should I be loved? Well, that question I guess I have to hold on for a while.
Studies are more important now. I really want to be a successful person. A person that my parents will be proud of me. A person that is useful to herself. A person that is useful for the country. So many things that I want to achieve.
So many things that I want to say. Just I can't find the words to say. I really can't reach my voice that much. Guess, I'm just used to keeping myself quiet and not to tell problems to others.
What is the meaning of life? A question that is hard to be answered.